Mixed feeling

I never good at expressing myself,
nor having good conversation with others face to face.
There seems to be a gate isolated me from others.
The spotlight has magical effect made my brain empty.
Regret is the only thing I can feel..

It's hard to beliebe that meeting old friends after separated few years.
Sometimes, I thought friendship is easy-breaking
when you and others are placing in different culture, and continent.
To be preconceived, or not to be.
Shakespeare is da master, and I'm not.

I'm just not any good at seeing people off, I think.